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11:48pm
You look at me, I can see the skepticism in you eyes. What do you want of me? Your mouths magnify my every action, you see me on some kind of pedestal. They all seem to think I can exceed normal human limitations. My body has become a one way mirror, I can see out, but they can not see the true me. I did not ask for this, it was forced on me! All of this power I do not want, but must control. All in all, what do I provide you with? Leading this life is devouring my soul. You can sleep every night, because you do not know the truth. The truth that is kept from you for you own good, this is yet another decision I must make. What would it take for this to not be? For this to end, with no repercussions. Could I just fade out into the silence? I am truly tired of bearing the weight of all, must I continue in vein? Others could do this, better than I surely! Not even knowing what you want, I am expected to please. The highest pedestal, and the deepest chasm...they are both more similar than people realize...they are both lonely positions.