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4 - 2 - 02---2:00am
4 - 3 - 02---12:06am
Here I am again walking place to place,
searching every face...for the next you.
I don't want to give in to the way I feel,
should they look away...I'm still here.
Put it all behind you, is what the strong can do.
Change direction daily, what am I a fool?
There is no forever, of what we used to speak-
But still every chance I get, that's exactly what I seek.
So tired of pacing all the same floors,
looking every direction only to meet closed doors.
Waiting so patiently for the moment at hand,
time seems to stop, when you are the cause of no demand.
The crowd in my head now holding it's breath, waiting for the axe to drop...
that moment I slip right over the edge...now no one can make me stop!
Put it all behind you, is what the strong can do.
Change direction daily, what am I a fool?
There is no forever, of what we used to speak-
But still every chance I get, that's exactly what I seek.
Now clenching my teeth to the point of pain,
adrenaline coursing through each and every vein.
Strides become faster, the room now spins...
Looking this insanity in the eye, as it looks back and grins!
Sweat soaked body that is cold to the touch,
in disbelief of how I could ever hurt this much.
Put it all behind you, is what the strong can do.
Change direction daily, what am I a fool?
There is no forever, of what we used to speak-
But still every chance I get, that's exactly what I seek.