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3 - 29 - 02
4:02am
Mental anguish gives way to physical pain, as one singular thought tortures me. A fear so great that I was afraid to think about this...let alone speak of it. Taking what seems to be preplanned steps downward wasn't enough, I had to make a fall. If I only knew what was going through your mind maybe I could help or understand....but that would be the easy path, the one I seldom get to walk. None of this makes sense to me any more, but I guess it never did in the first place. I keep spite, and bitterness at bay...but my worries, if true, would release my hold on both. Strength, and power of will are what I really need during this time of pain...but neither are anywhere to be found. This needs to end...