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3:26am
Memories of a different life cloud my mind
For feeling this way, was I so blind
Self directed anger impairs my judgment, and sight
Unable to identify, I don't know what to fight
If I understood you reasoning, would this better me
Revealing all, would I truly want to see
Choices I must make can not be undone
What path I may choose, I can only live with one
Some things I think better left unknown
Through the mind's eye, would I want them shown
Boundaries fall, believe you I must
Because of my feelings, you have my trust
To cut off the world would be the easy way out
Just me, myself, and my silent shout
As appealing as this seems, I could not do this
Too many for which I care, that I would miss
In the end I have a choice, one of two
But now I must decide, what do I do?